Daisy
A SIMPLE POEM FOR DAISY
Not everyone understands, I know
How alone I feel
Her absence
My radiant shadow is gone
No longer close
Attached like glue
Walking behind me, eating, sleeping
While I wrote, cooked or simply lived my day
She absorbed my thoughts, my moods
Reflected back a constant, soothing tranquility
A conduit to my own serenity
Not everyone understands, I know
How now only imagination remains
When I think I hear the silent presence
Of the wise companion
Who enriched my spirit
By teaching me about my own animalism
Not everyone understands, I know
My grief, which connects to all
My other losses, each unique, but woven
From the common thread
Of suffering.
My tears suddenly flow
As my memory flashes
To sweet scenes of our love
I intensely feel
How much I miss my Daisy
Some would say, "She was just a dog."
I know, not everyone understands
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Sherry: Well, we understand, Myrna. Only too well. Tell us about Daisy. And tell us about the new girl in your life, Leroy's new sister.
Leroy and Lula
Myrna: It's been over two years since Daisy died. Yet, her leash and collar are in a drawer as if I could still take her for a walk; her favorite toys remain in the dog cupboard. Sometimes, I still expect to see her lying patiently by my desk, content just to be near me.
Each night, before bed, Daisy had to take her medicine. I wrapped her pills in a little piece of cheese. Leroy, my other dog, would get a little piece of cheese too to prevent rivalry. Now each night before bed my dogs ritualistically get their "Daisy Medicine", though there's no need for pills and there's no Daisy.
Each night, before bed, Daisy had to take her medicine. I wrapped her pills in a little piece of cheese. Leroy, my other dog, would get a little piece of cheese too to prevent rivalry. Now each night before bed my dogs ritualistically get their "Daisy Medicine", though there's no need for pills and there's no Daisy.
I've never stopped mourning her. Her pictures often provoke tears. But more often my grief is colored by gratitude for the years we were together. Though I cling to some of her material things, it is her essence, like a whiff of sweet perfume, that I feel whenever I think of her.
Leroy missed her too. I don't know how dogs think but clearly he felt a void. He seemed lonely, needy, and he began to dig the yard. My husband wanted to adopt another dog but my heart wasn't ready until recently.
Lula
Sherry: I love that when you think of Daisy, it is her sweet essence you remember. And bless you, Myrna, for adopting Lula from the shelter. She might otherwise have had a hard time finding a home, and now she has a wonderful one. This makes me very happy for Lula. One dog who had a hard life, now rescued and loved and happy. Safe. You honor Daisy by paying that love forward by rescuing another dog.
Myrna: No other dog will ever replace Daisy. No other dog will ever replace Leroy or Lula. Each of my canine companions has been special, unique. Each has expanded my spirit by giving me love and lessons. Each one has taught me something about the risk of love and loss, which I believe is an inescapable experience of life, inherent perhaps in all relationships. Daisy is my most recent loss. Though she remains with me in many ways, I miss her terribly.
Sherry: I know, my friend. I suspect we will miss them forever.
When Margaret wrote a recent farewell to her dear companion, I read it through a river of tears. Let's meet the wonderful Mackinaw.
Myrna: No other dog will ever replace Daisy. No other dog will ever replace Leroy or Lula. Each of my canine companions has been special, unique. Each has expanded my spirit by giving me love and lessons. Each one has taught me something about the risk of love and loss, which I believe is an inescapable experience of life, inherent perhaps in all relationships. Daisy is my most recent loss. Though she remains with me in many ways, I miss her terribly.
When Margaret wrote a recent farewell to her dear companion, I read it through a river of tears. Let's meet the wonderful Mackinaw.
Margaret and Mack
I swear I've seen you
from the corner of my eye,
slip by on your way to the water bowl
or toward open front door to gaze
down curving, mountain road.
Seen you in clouds, fluffy ears flapping,
in the stars, jumping the gorge,
staring through the window to come inside -
* * *
In those few seconds
when you looked at me, I could only try
and convey how much you meant
RIP Mackinaw - our friend of almost 15 years. Joined the angels on 12-27-2018
from the corner of my eye,
slip by on your way to the water bowl
or toward open front door to gaze
down curving, mountain road.
Seen you in clouds, fluffy ears flapping,
in the stars, jumping the gorge,
staring through the window to come inside -
for it’s hard to let you go.
* * *
I watched as you gazed
into the children's eyes, head resting
upon their knees. You were happy,
day filled with love, bacon,
a very slow, wobbly walk, lakeside.
Last look at all of us,
eyes still alert, but body too weak
for your big heart.
* * *
I watched as you gazed
into the children's eyes, head resting
upon their knees. You were happy,
day filled with love, bacon,
a very slow, wobbly walk, lakeside.
Last look at all of us,
eyes still alert, but body too weak
for your big heart.
* * *
In those few seconds
when you looked at me, I could only try
and convey how much you meant
to my Mother's heart, thanked you
for loving my children all these years,
a gentle presence when I scolded,
a nudge when they needed a friend,
a tail that always said "Let's play!"
* * *
A blessing to be surrounded
by all those you love,
who love you, to have our smiles,
our voices, our hands over you
as we stayed and said
"Thank you, Dearest Friend",
as your spirit rose above us
and surely said the same.
for loving my children all these years,
a gentle presence when I scolded,
a nudge when they needed a friend,
a tail that always said "Let's play!"
* * *
A blessing to be surrounded
by all those you love,
who love you, to have our smiles,
our voices, our hands over you
as we stayed and said
"Thank you, Dearest Friend",
as your spirit rose above us
and surely said the same.
Mackinaw and his kids
Sherry: Oh, my goodness, Margaret, how you have captured this wonderful dog! "Thank you for loving my children all these years." Please pass the Kleenex.
Margaret: Well. Mackinaw, for almost fifteen years, was my kids' constant companion. He taught them kindness, loyalty and joy. He was a big "fuzzy monkey" who has taken a piece of all of our hearts with him. Never underestimate the importance of a dog in a child's life. Perhaps my favorite photo is the snowy one above. His spirit is so visible here.
The group photo with "his" kids is the last image we have. He was put down about an hour later. He couldn't walk without stopping and he couldn't support a sit for long. He had to lay down. He had also stopped eating (except for bacon and salmon - which I fed him generously. ;)
Sherry: The last loving thing we can do for our dear furry friends is to release them when they reach this point. What a wonderful dog he was! Thank you, Margaret, for sharing his beautiful heart with us.
I came across Jennifer's farewell to her beloved Druke, and asked if we might add her voice to this feature. Let's meet another wonderful, loving dog.
EVERLOVE (Softly To Be Let In)
This poem is about a dog,
you know the one,
the one who danced in the kitchen
with the kids after dinner;
the one who nibbled gently
on your shirtsleeve
when you played and scratched and loved him;
the one who howled happy,
and barked deep if asked to speak,
but softly to be let in;
the one who taught you more
than you taught him.
This poem is about a dog
who, with his final breaths,
looked you, each, in the face
one long, loving, last time.
© 2016 Jennifer Wagner
In Memory of Druke Wagner 2000-2016
[ “Druke” is how we spell his name, pronounced “drug/droogk” meaning “friend” in Russian. до свидания, друг ]
Sherry: Sweet Druke, with his loud bark for speaking, and his soft voice, to be let in. Oh my goodness, so hard to say goodbye to such a friend.
The group photo with "his" kids is the last image we have. He was put down about an hour later. He couldn't walk without stopping and he couldn't support a sit for long. He had to lay down. He had also stopped eating (except for bacon and salmon - which I fed him generously. ;)
Sherry: The last loving thing we can do for our dear furry friends is to release them when they reach this point. What a wonderful dog he was! Thank you, Margaret, for sharing his beautiful heart with us.
I came across Jennifer's farewell to her beloved Druke, and asked if we might add her voice to this feature. Let's meet another wonderful, loving dog.
Druke, ready for command (fetch!)
EVERLOVE (Softly To Be Let In)
This poem is about a dog,
you know the one,
the one who danced in the kitchen
with the kids after dinner;
the one who nibbled gently
on your shirtsleeve
when you played and scratched and loved him;
the one who howled happy,
and barked deep if asked to speak,
but softly to be let in;
the one who taught you more
than you taught him.
This poem is about a dog
who, with his final breaths,
looked you, each, in the face
one long, loving, last time.
© 2016 Jennifer Wagner
In Memory of Druke Wagner 2000-2016
[ “Druke” is how we spell his name, pronounced “drug/droogk” meaning “friend” in Russian. до свидания, друг ]
Sherry: Sweet Druke, with his loud bark for speaking, and his soft voice, to be let in. Oh my goodness, so hard to say goodbye to such a friend.
Jennifer: He was the sweetest, most gentle boy, and I wanted the poem to reflect that as well as capture a few special moments we shared with him. We got him when he was about two years old from friends who could no longer care for him. He was just what we needed to make our family complete. The boys fell in love with him instantly, of course. Every dog needs a boy, as they say, so I think he was pretty happy having several boys to love.
True to his nature, as a Labrador Retriever, he loved to swim and fetch in the water. Even as he got older and didn't get around as well as he used to, he still loved the water and became almost like a puppy again when we'd take him to it. But he was never a hunting dog. The sound of a gun shot, even the sight of a gun, scared him. He was definitely a lover, not a fighter.
He was truly mellow and obedient. He did have a few little wild streaks, but even then, it just made us all laugh. I refer to some of those times in "Friend". Like when he stole a ham from someone! Our boys would often play in the cul-de-sac with him, and on a few occasions he snuck away. One one such occasion, he came prancing back, proud as can be, with a ham in a bag. We have no idea who lost their holiday ham, but we were laughing so hard imagining someone unloading their groceries only to find their ham missing!
He was so fun and so good and a wonderful friend. He often slept at the foot of my bed, especially on nights my husband worked. In his last days he was quite ill and could not make it up the stairs so we made a nice bed for him downstairs. On the night before we had to let him go, he came up the stairs after all the kids had gone to bed and came to our room. I was so surprised to see him sneaking down the hallway! It was like he was smiling at surprising me and being his old self for just a few moments. I told my husband and we both just cried knowing it was so special.
I had to wipe my eyes and blow my nose writing this! We are glad for the time we had with Druke, and our new dog Cooper is surely fun, but we still do miss our loyal, gentle giant.
New Year
Your collar, green,
his, blue.
You, so polite,
of course, he bites
(as new things do).
But how much he looks like you—
the curl of his tongue in Snoopy yawn,
stretched out
on the rug
where you lay, it feels,
only moments ago.
© 2017 Jennifer Wagner
Sherry: Perhaps the way we most show how much happiness our dogs bring us is by opening our hearts and homes to new dogs, and passing that love along. Thanks, Jennifer, for sharing Druke and Cooper with us. They are both so beautiful. Druke was very special.
I have written a book of poems about Pup, and the grief of missing him. It was eight years this January, and I still have tears at the thought of him. I expect I always will.
Druke the day we got him
True to his nature, as a Labrador Retriever, he loved to swim and fetch in the water. Even as he got older and didn't get around as well as he used to, he still loved the water and became almost like a puppy again when we'd take him to it. But he was never a hunting dog. The sound of a gun shot, even the sight of a gun, scared him. He was definitely a lover, not a fighter.
Sweet boy Druke
He was truly mellow and obedient. He did have a few little wild streaks, but even then, it just made us all laugh. I refer to some of those times in "Friend". Like when he stole a ham from someone! Our boys would often play in the cul-de-sac with him, and on a few occasions he snuck away. One one such occasion, he came prancing back, proud as can be, with a ham in a bag. We have no idea who lost their holiday ham, but we were laughing so hard imagining someone unloading their groceries only to find their ham missing!
He was so fun and so good and a wonderful friend. He often slept at the foot of my bed, especially on nights my husband worked. In his last days he was quite ill and could not make it up the stairs so we made a nice bed for him downstairs. On the night before we had to let him go, he came up the stairs after all the kids had gone to bed and came to our room. I was so surprised to see him sneaking down the hallway! It was like he was smiling at surprising me and being his old self for just a few moments. I told my husband and we both just cried knowing it was so special.
I had to wipe my eyes and blow my nose writing this! We are glad for the time we had with Druke, and our new dog Cooper is surely fun, but we still do miss our loyal, gentle giant.
Cooper
New Year
Your collar, green,
his, blue.
You, so polite,
of course, he bites
(as new things do).
But how much he looks like you—
the curl of his tongue in Snoopy yawn,
stretched out
on the rug
where you lay, it feels,
only moments ago.
© 2017 Jennifer Wagner
Cooper 2017
Sherry: Perhaps the way we most show how much happiness our dogs bring us is by opening our hearts and homes to new dogs, and passing that love along. Thanks, Jennifer, for sharing Druke and Cooper with us. They are both so beautiful. Druke was very special.
COYOTES AT LAST MOUNTAIN LAKE
I heard the coyotes howling
as evening fell
at Last Mountain Lake,
and I thought of you,
my old wolf-pal,
and how you would tip
your nose up to the moon
and howl mournfully
for all the wild places you loved
that we had lost.
Then you'd come to me and rest
your forehead against my knee,
wearily, for comfort.
We loved and lost so much together,
old pal of mine.
But, always, we had each other.
And now I am alone.
My nose tilted up
towards the moon,
an inner howl
expressed in secret tears.
Still missing our wild beaches.
And you.
I heard the coyotes howling
as evening fell
at Last Mountain Lake,
and I thought of you,
my old wolf-pal,
and how you would tip
your nose up to the moon
and howl mournfully
for all the wild places you loved
that we had lost.
Then you'd come to me and rest
your forehead against my knee,
wearily, for comfort.
We loved and lost so much together,
old pal of mine.
But, always, we had each other.
And now I am alone.
My nose tilted up
towards the moon,
an inner howl
expressed in secret tears.
Still missing our wild beaches.
And you.
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Sherry: When I wrote the above poem, I was still living inland, missing Pup and the beach together. I hope his wild spirit gallops along with me on my beach walks, now that I am back to the shores we loved so much.
Sherry: When I wrote the above poem, I was still living inland, missing Pup and the beach together. I hope his wild spirit gallops along with me on my beach walks, now that I am back to the shores we loved so much.
Gah! They give us so much love. How we miss them when they leave us.
Thank you, friends, for sharing your loving poems and your wonderful dogs with us.
Do come back and see who we talk to next. Hint: next week's feature is all about cats!
