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Jumaat, 9 Jun 2017

Moonlight Musings










One Poem at a Time

A while back, you may recall, I was musing on whether – and how – poetry could save the world. I postulated various possible answers to this question, one of which, 'one poem at a time', I labelled as the 'smart rat' answer.


Well, maybe it was simply the smart answer. And maybe, rather than saving the whole wide world all at once, our poetry can save a bit of it at a time.

Last week we saw how Tony Walsh's Manchester poem, 'This Is the Place', helped give heart and inspiration to a city reeling from a terrorist attack. This poem was not the only thing that did so, but it was seized on by the public, almost as a rallying cry. This effect was beyond the poet's wildest dreams, particularly as he wrote it before the attack, but what a wonderful effect for any poem to have.

The latest on his fb page is this:

In the foreword/manifesto to my book I wrote about trying to reach ordinary people with my poetry. Last night people chanted for about 10 minutes on a packed, boisterous tram until I did this, then chanted my name all the way home, including when I'd sat down and they thought I'd got off.
Some of the news and buzz sites are starting to share this now, I've got an email from CNN here, so Lawd knows where it'll end up.
There'll be other videos too, lots of people filmed it on their phones, some of them were crying. So many hugs/kisses/selfies yesterday and around town at the moment. So many people re-thinking what a poem is and what it can do. Overwhelming. Confusing. Surreal. Beautiful.

(This is accompanied  by a photo-tweet from a member of the public – which unfortunately I am unable to transfer here –  of Tony reading the poem on the 'packed, boisterous tram', to a background of shouted applause and people chiming in on some of the most stirring lines. They know and love it so well already.)


In a different way, here is another wonderful example of 'what a poem is and what it can do'. Do you recall Leigh Spencer's 'Freedom Ride' poem about a rescue dog? I used it in 'I Wish I'd Written This' in March last year. Let me  refresh your memory: 


Freedom Ride

They know, you know

When you slip that temporary leash on them
they vibrate
while you sign their release papers

The lap they sit on
in the getaway car
belongs to the new
absolute
love of their life

They know
a savior
when they see, lick, and smell one

Susie was a skeletal Chihuahua mix
two years old and e-listed
for being a stray and too thin

My son’s was the lap she sat on
and the pillow she slept on that first night
Home
wrapped around his sleeping head

Seven years later
she has her own staircase
to reach the top bunk
where my teenager 
HER teenager
sleeps

She hangs over the edge
protective gargoyle

Never doubt
all twelve healthy pounds of her
would face any threat, real or imagined
for him

Sarah was fifteen
same owners her whole life

They couldn’t afford to have her teeth cleaned
so they dropped her off to be put down

Spry, adorable, and surprisingly quiet
Jack Russells usually bark
but not when their vocal chords are cut

I guess that surgery was affordable
when she was a pup

Sarah had her head out the open window
worshipping the sun and wind on her smiling face

When we stopped at the park,
she nearly wrenched my arm out of the socket
tearing off to run in the grass, chase pigeons, 
and play with ALL the children

Apple was twelve, fat, and blind

She literally pranced to my car
proud and happy, past all the other dogs and kennels

She wedged herself between me and the steering wheel
smiling, clumsy, endlessly goofy

My lap and then my heart
claimed as hers

Before they know
about ample food and indulgent treats
about soft, warm beds
about pats and scratches and belly rubs
about people who will never leave them
scared, hurt, or alone
about HOME – a safe place to FINALLY 
share their divine, unconditional love

Before they know any of that,
they know their greatest joy 
starts
with that temporary leash
that welcoming, open door
that savior’s lap


of the freedom ride


© Leigh D C Spencer 2016





It still makes me cry good tears.

You may recall that this poem was commissioned for a fund-raiser for shelter dogs. Now, with her permission, here is a recent facebook post of Leigh's:


So, I got this little email today:

Hi Leigh,
Something amazing happened last night that you need to know about.
Last year, you donated your original poem Freedom Ride to my local Humane Society event. The piece was framed and decorated with paw prints of one of our pups before they found their forever home. Well that piece was purchased by our board chair and gifted to the volunteer who adopted the pup who did the paw prints.
Fast forward to last night - we held our annual auction once again and our board chair had a spot in the program to speak to the crowd.
Unbeknownst to me, he told the crowd that he was not going to bore them with stories about our organization and all that we do, instead he announced that he wanted to read an original poem written for us by Leigh Spencer titled Freedom Ride!
Leigh, he didn't read it, he had MEMORIZED IT and spoke your words with such passion that you could only hear his voice in the room speaking your words. I'm sorry I was too shell shocked to pull my new iPhone out of my purse to record it for you. . . but then again I think I have saved you a box worth of tissues.
His name is ************ if you feel you would like to reach out to him.
Just wanted to let you know what your wonderful gift has done a year later.
With much appreciation,

************

So, yeah. My little writer's heart is pretty much exploding with pride and joy. <3 <3


I did reach out to him to say THANK YOU. And I managed to leave out the part where I frantically ran circles around my office, squealing "Holy shitballs! Holy shitballs!" Because, you know, words have power. :D

So, forgive me dear readers, please – this is not a musing in itself, so much as a follow-up to that earlier one. And a reminder: write the words, get them out there! They do indeed have power.

Fame must be wonderful, and Leigh and Tony thoroughly deserve their slice of it. Money would be nice too – but any money received for these poems is donated back to the causes they support. What matters more than fame or wealth is to be able to move people with our poetry. And beyond that, to have an effect in changing our world for the better: lifting the spirits of a city, a country, to the defiance which refuses to let terror win; helping a dog shelter rescue more hurt or abandoned animals and find them homes. What great things for poetry (and poets) to do!

Some of us may be doing it in a quieter way. If we write to educate people about injustice, readers who are made aware may pass the message, if not the poem itself, to others. When we write of love, or the beauties of nature, or our pleasure in family, we may soften readers' hearts and lift their spirits, so that their mood then lifts the spirits of others. And so on. 


Keep writing! Keep communicating! It is one thing we can do, and keep doing, in the face of all the ills of the world that we also hear about. Not all people make poetry; nevertheless, poetry is the voice of the people.



Material shared in ‘Moonlight Musings’ is presented for study and review. Poems, photos and other writings remain the property of the copyright owners, usually their authors.

Jumaat, 17 Jun 2016

The Living Dead

This time, our heading refers not to the poet but those who inspired the poem:


Last Dance
By Leigh Spencer

Some of my best friends are queer

I don’t mean
“Look at me, I’m tolerant – here’s proof!”

I mean
when the death toll sinks in,
it’s not Orlando
anymore

It’s Tucson
it’s my backyard
my cellphone, a nuisance
ringing and ringing
in the dead pocket of someone I love

My fat white ass
dances in my kitchen now

But 20 years ago?
Oh, baby!

Prime fag hag
your wingwoman
making pancakes for you
and the boy(s) you brought home

Fending off
half-heartedly
suggestions from luscious lips and
chestnut-shining hair
that maybe I also liked girls

We were fringe, it seemed
Out and Open
behind closed doors only

Safe

Now equality, it seems
makes for a nice target
Out and Open

Season

But maybe that’s not it

Comfort your gay, brown heads

Because

Some of my best friends
are nerds who like superhero movies

Some of my best friends
have mental health issues

Some of my best friends
are white, middle class children

And they all still ended up dead
with an average of eight bullet holes
each

Who are the infamous Other
now?

We’re searching the wrong end
of the barrel

WHY
does anyone need firepower enough
to kill fifty people in a matter of minutes
to feel validated as an American?

WHY
does any compromise
automatically translate to
“They’re coming for our guns!”?

WHY
does each mass shooting
shoot down solution conversations
and lead to more nothing being done?

Human life becomes as valuable
as politician condolences

The same ones who didn’t care before
still don’t

Our “funny uncle” Sam
(the one you don’t leave alone with your kids)

Loves guns
Loves Jesus (with a hard “J")
Loves the Constitution and the Bill of Rights

more than the people they were written to protect

Represent

We once were
the melting pot

Our prize recipe -
religious freedom
TOLERANCE

Which ingredient is Other
now?

Dance with me –
Spin faster!
Blur the lines between us
until we all matter

Humanity
takes up the target

and the bullets’ familiar beat
becomes the music


I do like to give you a variety of poets to enjoy, and have treated you to Leigh twice already in 'I Wish I'd Written This' – but, no apologies. For me she just nails it in this one. I didn't want to wait another week before sharing it, and I do think these dead must be kept alive in our hearts and minds, highlighting the need for change.

I sometimes post things on facebook which are critical of some aspects of life in the USA – particularly that 'right to bear arms' thing which is very hard for Australians, with our very different history, to understand. I have sometimes been seen as US-bashing, ignoring the many good things about that country and culture. This isn't so, but I understand how it could seem that way, and could be upsetting to the sensitive. I think it's important that, in this instance it's an American poet articulating, in great pain, ideas with which I'm in sympathy. (And yes, I do know that many, many others feel the same way.)

Of course, easy access to horrendously powerful guns is only part of the problem. The attempt to eliminate hate is even more crucial, and the poem addresses that too. 

All hatred, all murders, are terrible. The 'gay hatred' which sparked this particular crime is of course not confined to the USA but is still widespread across the world, including my own country. Leigh's poem is not only passionate in its sorrow and outrage, it is also full of that love which we know must be the foundation for the changes we need.

Click on Leigh's name in the left-hand sidebar to find previous posts featuring her. Her book, Tequila and Cookies, is available from Amazon, in both paper and Kindle.



Material shared in 'The Living Dead' is presented for study and review. Poems, photos and other writings remain the property of the copyright owners, where applicable (older poems may be out of copyright). 


Jumaat, 11 Mac 2016

I Wish I'd Written This

Freedom Ride
Leigh D C Spencer

They know, you know

When you slip that temporary leash on them
they vibrate
while you sign their release papers

The lap they sit on
in the getaway car
belongs to the new
absolute
love of their life

They know
a savior
when they see, lick, and smell one

Susie was a skeletal Chihuahua mix
two years old and e-listed
for being a stray and too thin

My son’s was the lap she sat on
and the pillow she slept on that first night
Home
wrapped around his sleeping head

Seven years later
she has her own staircase
to reach the top bunk
where my teenager 
HER teenager
sleeps

She hangs over the edge
protective gargoyle

Never doubt
all twelve healthy pounds of her
would face any threat, real or imagined
for him

Sarah was fifteen
same owners her whole life

They couldn’t afford to have her teeth cleaned
so they dropped her off to be put down

Spry, adorable, and surprisingly quiet
Jack Russells usually bark
but not when their vocal chords are cut

I guess that surgery was affordable
when she was a pup

Sarah had her head out the open window
worshipping the sun and wind on her smiling face

When we stopped at the park,
she nearly wrenched my arm out of the socket
tearing off to run in the grass, chase pigeons, 
and play with ALL the children

Apple was twelve, fat, and blind

She literally pranced to my car
proud and happy, past all the other dogs and kennels

She wedged herself between me and the steering wheel
smiling, clumsy, endlessly goofy

My lap and then my heart
claimed as hers

Before they know
about ample food and indulgent treats
about soft, warm beds
about pats and scratches and belly rubs
about people who will never leave them
scared, hurt, or alone
about HOME – a safe place to FINALLY 
share their divine, unconditional love

Before they know any of that,
they know their greatest joy 
starts
with that temporary leash
that welcoming, open door
that savior’s lap

of the freedom ride


Yes, another one for all you (other) soppy animal lovers out there. This could almost be a companion piece to Tanya Delys Mandorla's Red Collar, which I posted recently. When you finish mopping your eyes, you may ask why another so soon? I'll answer that with what Leigh posted on her facebook page a few days ago:

You GUYS!! Something truly and incredibly AWESOME happened this week! My dear, amazing friend Delaina hooked me up AGAIN with a SUPER-COOL writing opportunity.
One of her relatives is on the board and planning a gala event for the New Hampshire Humane Society. They had an idea to get original poetry about shelter dogs, have an artist make it look beautiful, and then have more artists - adoptable DOG artists - paint it with pawprints to turn it into gorgeous wall-hangings that people could bid on.
Delaina agreed to write a poem for this. THEN she recommended ME to do the same. I wrote and sent in a poem yesterday and THEY ARE GOING TO LET DOGS WITH PAINTED PAWS WALK ALL OVER IT AND USE IT FOR THE AUCTION!!
I am a million degrees beyond excited about this. I got to write something that will be used to raise money for shelter animals. Throw in my family and a messy cheeseburger and you've pretty much got EVERYTHING I love most in the world covered.

Isn't that a great use for poetry? The auction is not happening until June, but Leigh tells me she got so excited she couldn't wait to let everyone know. I love her excitement nearly as much as I love the poem, and I couldn't wait to share either.

(Yes, as many of you know, I am a crazy cat person, but I also like dogs – and in fact the dearest animal that ever came to be with me was a very large and, I insist, peerless dog.)

I featured Leigh in 'I Wish I'd Written This' once before. Click here if you'd like to remind yourselves. I'm stealing this photo from that post to use again here for obvious reasons.




Poems and photos used in ‘I Wish I’d Written This’ remain the property of the copyright holders (usually their authors).

Jumaat, 30 Januari 2015

I Wish I'd Written This

fragile flowers
by Ron Kleiman

walking through the countryside
marveling at the beauty
of the newly emerged flowers
it was 1944
on a death march
surrounded by German soldiers
when we lose our sense of wonder
we die


Clearly there are different ways of dying, and there are ways in which an enemy cannot kill one's spirit.

Ron posted this poem on facebook on Wednesday, and said of it: 'In remembrance of the 70th anniversary of the liberation of Auschwitz I'm re posting this poem I wrote 3 years ago. It was inspired by a survivor who I was quite close to.'

I'm sure I don't need to explain why I wish I'd written it, nor why I immediately asked if I could use it this week.

The fact that Ron is Jewish makes this tender piece, and his sharing of it at this time, all the more poignant. Not Jewish myself, I think we need only our common humanity to be able to relate to this, even if not at the deeply personal level that experience would bring to it.

I know Ron through poetry, his own and that of his daughter Leigh Spencer, who has already been featured in this column. I arranged this post with little time to spare, and have been busy away from my computer, therefore I haven't researched his background, though I'm sure he would have answered any questions I asked — so I'll just tell you what I already know.

I know that he grew up in Brooklyn, and now lives in New Jersey. He's obviously lived there a long time, as it's where Leigh says she grew up. I know that he has a degree in Business Administration, worked at Metro Flag Co, and is now retired. I know that he enjoys paddling up the Hudson River in his kayak.

I know him for thoughtful, well-crafted, often witty poems; and I know him as an encouraging supporter and astute critic of other poets' work online. He's been helpful to me, for one, on a number of occasions. Unfortunately I don't know of anywhere you can see more of his work, except on facebook.

Above all, I know that family is very important to Ron. Long and happily married to his second wife, he's a loving, and reciprocally adored father and grandfather. From their public exchanges online, it's very clear that he and Leigh are great pals as well as father and daughter. So I've chosen a photo of him in father role, looking handsome at the wedding of Leigh's younger sister, Paula.


Poems and photos used in ‘I Wish I’d Written This’ remain the property of the copyright holders (usually their authors).

Jumaat, 28 Mac 2014

I Wish I'd Written This

At The Edge Of The Body

At the edge of the body
there is said to be
a flaming halo-
yellow, red, blue
or pure white,
taking its color
from the state
of the soul.

Cynics scoff.
Scientists make graphs
to refute it.
Editorial writers,
journalists, & even
certain poets,
claim it is only mirage,
trumped-up finery,
illusory feathers,
spiritual shenanigans,
humbug.

But in dreams
we see it,
& sometimes even waking.
If the spirit is a bride
about to be married to God,
this is her veil.

Do I believe it?
Do I squint
& regard the perimeter
of my lover's body,
searching for some sign
that his soul
is about to ignite
the sky?

Without squinting,
I almost see it.
An angry red aura
changing to white,
the color of peace.

I gaze at the place where he turns into air
& the flames of his skin
combine
with the flames of the sky,
proving
the existence
of both.



It had to be Erica Jong today, as she's just had her 72nd birthday. (Yes, this is a much younger photo!)  She's even better known, of course, as a feminist novelist, starting with her 1973 best-seller, Fear of Flying.  That was considered very daring, even groundbreaking, in its day, for its approach to female sexuality. She coined the term, "the zipless fuck," which became an immediate catch-phrase.

She went on to write a number of other works of fiction and non-fiction, but she was first a poet and has continued to publish volumes of poetry too. Her books are listed in the Wikipedia article at the link on her name, above, and on her own website. You can also find them at her Amazon pages, along with a concise literary biography of her life and work. And her poems are on the trusty PoemHunter site.

Her early poetry was also ground-breaking. It included such domestic topics as preparing food, which had not previously been considered sufficiently exalted to be the subject of poetry; and it often did so in plain, direct language. They could be deceptively simple; some were quite fanciful and startling when read closely.

The poem I've chosen, the title poem of her 1979 poetry book, is more overtly fanciful. The language is still very direct, but not exactly plain. Above all, I love the images she creates. At the same time, Jong's poetry can be subtly disturbing, and this one is no exception. (What is that "angry red aura" about?) An intellectual aspect to her writing is also typical — as in the closing lines here. And with what apparent effortlessness she creates such beautiful poetry!

Poems and photos used in ‘I Wish I’d Written This’ remain the property of the copyright holders (usually their authors).

And a P.S. — for those who were eagerly awaiting Leigh Spencer's book, Tequila and Cookies, it's out! Here's the Amazon link (and you can get it at Amazon UK too).



Jumaat, 14 Februari 2014

I Wish I'd Written This

Kissing (The Ultimate Gateway Drug)
By Leigh Spencer

You surprised me
I was reaching for my blouse
broadcast of my daily to-do list
tallying in my brain

Hand on my waist

I assumed I must be in your way
or there was a bug on me
but you turned me around
Planted me firmly in your path

Planted
the most marvelous, lingering kiss
that ever a Tuesday morning saw

Transported

Winter
Christmas way past
Kissing tentatively against my car door
parked in our friends' driveway

Spring
No one else left on the street
Kissing like spacemen
Each the other’s oxygen
Engulfed by deep night and stars
I wanted to drop you down there
On the asphalt moon

Summer
The mouth of your bachelor cave
Kissing in the doorway
Discarding clothes like petals
and snowflakes and stars and
bright leaves of

Fall
How much farther could I possibly?
Kissing in our back yard
Surrounded by friends
pelting puffed rice cereal
kids and dogs and light sabers

Our life

Tomorrow?
I have nothing left to want
except more
Kissing you like that
this smiling mouth
Remembering
how we got here


Well it had to be a love poem for Valentine's Day, didn't it? And this is one of the truest I know — utterly romantic and sexy whilst absolutely real, grounded in the details of reality such as the to-do list and the car door. I've loved Leigh Spencer's poetry since I first encountered it online a few years ago. She describes herself as a hobbyist poet (true of us all if our poetry doesn't earn us a taxable income) — but if we must have labels, I'd prefer to call her a brilliant poet! I wish she'd write a lot more poems than she does, but am glad to report she finally has a book coming out, her first poetry collection. She tells me it's called Tequila and Cookies, and that it will be released sometime in Spring of 2014. As she lives in Arizona, that'll be a Northern Hemisphere Spring — not long to wait.

In the meantime her poems are hard to find unless you're on facebook, where she posts them in her 'Notes', which her friends can see, and also in the closed poetry group Free Verse for Fun (which you can search and ask to join). They have also been published in high school and college literary journals, and in various online poetry sites, journals and blogs, but I found them hard to track down. I did find this wonderful piece, which fair knocks my socks off.

She also writes short fiction, and is working on multiple novel projects with writing partner and family friend John Hewitt. John also runs a website which used to be called Writers' Resource Centre, currently named Poewar, the Blog of John Hewitt, where Leigh and I first came across each other in his '30 Poems in 30 Days' challenge — after which I found her on facebook, and sent her a friend request with a message saying, 'I love a woman who's not afraid to say "fuck" in a poem.' (Need I add, she used it in a way that was poetically perfect.) 

Since then I've come to know her as a passionate, hilarious and generous-hearted mother of two young sons, carer for rescue dogs, active community member, lover of extended family, cook extraordinaire (alas, too far away for me to sample her culinary creations) and adoring wife — as you can tell from the poem. Other family members, she says, include 'four dogs, four turtles and a big lizard.' 

The proposed blurb for her forthcoming book says, in part: 
Leigh's poetry is often amusing, blunt, and sometimes vulgar, yet still manages to be poignant and accessible. Her writings are observations of daily life, filtered through an anxious personality, sharp sense of humor, and sometimes disturbing imagination.

Altogether irresistible, as poet and friend!

She sent me two possible photos to use, and I loved them both, so here is the other, with those beloved dogs.




Poems and photos used in ‘I Wish I’d Written This’ remain the property of the copyright holders (usually their authors).

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