Some of the Many Things You Missed
It’s
the springtide of the moon
full and heavy float the moon jellies
to hands’ reach, the glass lace
of their tentacles scarcely moving…
Pat Lowther
the bay is full of jellyfish that don’t sting
pulsating full-bellied yet diaphanous moon jellies
blue-tinged with four pink gonads
their only colour not brains but genitals
why moon were they named just for being pale
did they remind someone of that pockmarked face
did they appear to the namer as small craters convulsing
they look more like petticoats ballooning down a
staircase
or shower caps or miniature parachutes
the size of a thimble or a dinner plate
always only a few until one year there comes a bloom
a moon jelly bloom when they’re everywhere
impossible to avoid
shredding them with the boat’s propeller
not looking back picturing them torn into fragments
like so many pieces of floating toilet paper
every day i return home to hundreds of jellies
dimpling the water’s surface like rain
were i to brave the cold water, dive among them
they’d slide away, oblivious
slooping around my limbs pulsations barely pausing
my kicks and strokes tumbling them about
in their birthright of slow chaos
i wish they’d crowd their cool soft bodies up to
mine
wish i could say i’ve been swarmed by moon jellies
wish I could say i’ve been to a moon jelly love-in
ecstatic in the slippery translucent animals
last night i saw them gathered under their fully
waxed namesake
embers of moonlight-on-jelly breaking black water
lighting up the bay
their surface-bobbing like visual morse code
the same pattern i’d seen when raindrops
fell onto a dark ocean
their tiny splashes sparking to life
bioluminescence
the pulsing creatures ascended
to a meeting of worlds:
water salt jelly
air
darkness moonlight outer space
all these years & finally i can say
i have seen the moon jelly ritual
jellies gathering to kiss air
kiss the moon
become moonlight
Christine Lowther
Marlene Cummings photo
We have another Tofino poet for you this month, my friends. Christine Lowther is a noted Canadian writer of poetry and prose, and is a fellow member of the Clayoquot Writers Group. I would love to be able to put my love of and reverence for nature into words as eloquently as Christine does. Her poetry is imbued with her deep love of the natural world. She lives in close connection with the wild, on her floathouse a short boat ride away from Tofino. This is the setting of her poem, as she dives off her dock to swim among the jellyfish.
Linda Baril photo
Chris has lived in Clayoquot Sound since 1992. Her mother is the noted poet, Pat Lowther, whom Chris lost as a result of spousal homicide when she was seven years old. This traumatic event lies at the heart of some of her deepest work, notably her first poetry collection:
New Power. Her most recent nonfiction book,
Born Out of This, charts her journey from this terrible loss, through foster homes, punk rock, and lifelong activism, to the life she has created in the heart of nature on her floathouse in the Sound.
I find similarities in the writings of mother and daughter. Each has a distinct and unique voice. Both love the wild; this love illuminates their writing. Pat Lowther's work still lives, and is quoted and respected many years after her death. I believe her daughter's work will also stand the test of time.
Chris's writing sings through the soul. She truly "sees" the small and large beauties of the natural world and, when she writes about them, we see them, too, with appreciative and awakened eyes. Chris was arrested at the blockades in 1992, standing for the trees. She still advocates on their behalf as Tofino struggles with the thorny conflicting issues
of development and preservation. Her activism and the conscientious, respectful way she lives on Mother Earth inspires me. She is one of my heroes.
Chris was co-editor of two anthologies,
Writing the West Coast: In Love With Place, and
Living Artfully: Reflections on the Far West Coast, and has three poetry collections
New Power,
Half-Blood Poems and
My Nature. Her most recent book is the memoir,
Born Out of This.
Christine's website can be found
here, and more information about her books can be found on the site. Her author page is at
https://www.facebook.com/ChristineLowtherAuthor/
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