Five poems on memory
Here you come, memory,
with your big bag.
Or is it me staggering
hauling the monster treasure?
Or me there inside?
(Just inside my boundaries
waits last year's woman,
behind my nose, her nose,
further inside, the schoolgirl
with her stained finger callus,
holding the baby, the oldest me, in the dark
like a wooden babushka.)
In a flash
St Elmo's fire, the portent,
touches the taut rigging,
strikes, streaks, leaps,
terrifies the sailors.
I wake up struggling with memory.
Tar and feathers, tar and feathers
stifle and stink and thicken
all over this nincompoop
schoolgirl shamed in class
over and over
all over again
Sunlight is timing my days
but behind me the other light
shadows me, shows me
a dark mannikin ahead.
I hurry with arms outstretched
to hold her hurrying
with arms outstretched
past the horizon.
Memory, my good dog, you eat up
the food I have set.
Then we go for a walk.
I have a path in mind;
you have your concerns.
Each course you set
by landmarks I can't discern
hauls at the walk we design
together.
– By Judith Rodriguez (1936-2018)
The Australian poetry world is still reeling – and grieving – after the death of Judith Rodriguez a week ago. She was 82. Her work started appearing in journals and anthologies when she was still a very young woman, so it seems she's been around forever. Not only that, but she was active on the poetry scene to the last; always writing, and sharing her work in print and at readings. She was a generous friend and supporter to many other poets, and was universally loved and respected. A familiar figure behind the mic, particularly in her home town of Melbourne but also all over the country, she attended readings as much to hear other new poetry as to share her own.
Here is a lovely interview and reading from only two months ago, drawing from her last book, The Feather Boy. Do listen! She reads some wonderful stuff. You can read a collection of her poetry on the page – or rather, screen – at her entry in Australian Poetry Library. While you're there, look up Nu-Plastik Fanfare Red, one of her most popular poems. I think you'll enjoy it too.
A Member of the Order of Australia and the recipient of many literary awards, she was nevertheless completely down-to-earth and lacking in conceit. My personal memories of her are of her energy and humour; her unfailing kindness to me and others; and how clearly and deeply she saw me, even though we were warmly acquainted rather than close friends. That degree of insight must have been one of the gifts which made her such a remarkable poet.
Her entry in Wikipedia is so brief – apart from the long lists of publications and awards – that I'll quote it all (apart from those long lists, which you can find at the link):
Judith Rodriguez was born Judith Catherine Green in Perth and grew up in Brisbane. She was educated at Brisbane Girls Grammar School, and graduated from the University of Queensland with a Bachelor of Arts. She then travelled to England, where she received a Master of Arts from Cambridge University in 1965, where she met her first husband, Colombian Fabio Rodriguez.
She published numerous volumes of poetry, some illustrated by her own woodcuts, edited an anthology and the collected poems of Jennifer Rankin. From 1979 to 1982, she was poetry editor of the literary journal Meanjin, and from 1988 to 1997 she was a poetry editor with the publisher Penguin Australia. The play Poor Johanna, co-written with Robyn Archer, was produced in 1994 and her libretto for Moya Henderson's opera Lindy, about the Azaria Chamberlain disappearance, was performed at the Sydney Opera House in 2002. She was a recipient of the Christopher Brennan Award and taught at La Trobe University (1969–1985) and Deakin University (1998–2003).
Rodriguez died on 22 November 2018. She is survived by her four children and their father, and by her second husband, Tom Shapcott, who she married in 1982.
[Shapcott is a distinguished poet himself.]
Her death notice in one of Australia's leading newspapers, The Sydney Morning Herald, reads (in part):
[Shapcott is a distinguished poet himself.]
Her death notice in one of Australia's leading newspapers, The Sydney Morning Herald, reads (in part):
Her obituary from PEN International (an organisation which uses letter-writing campaigns to help free writers imprisoned for their work or opinions) says:
Judith dedicated her life to the promotion of literature, and the defence of the voiceless.... Professionally, she combined poetry, university teaching, publishing, and printmaking. She sometimes illustrated her poetry with woodcuts and had exhibitions of her prints in Australia and Paris.
As that last suggests, she was known internationally too, and had taught in overseas as well as Australian universities.
Hers was a very distinctive poetic voice. She was not a confessional poet. She did sometimes write about herself, but not in confessional mode; more because she loved to explore what it is to be human. She often wrote about other people, whether historical or observed in person, and about other forms of life too – trees, mudcrabs, mountains, lakes, birds....
'I write poetry in order to live more fully,' she said.
Material shared in 'The Living Dead' is
presented for study and review. Poems, photos and other writings and images
remain the property of the copyright owners, where applicable (older poems may
be out of copyright). This photo of Judith, Copyright © Di Cousens 2016, was taken at the launch of her book Flares in that year.
Oh, I resonate with this poem, the memories of long gone times that cause our spirits to writhe, that child still deeply within like those Russian dolls within dolls..........I especially love the closing stanza, taking "memory, my good dog," for a walk. I will remember that line for a long time. A loss to Australia's poetic community for sure. It sounds like she contributed so much wonderful work during her lifetime, that will live on. I love that she wrote right to the last, which I hope to do as well.
ReplyDeleteI think we all hope that! But not everyone does so as energetically as Judith.
DeletePS One of the things that got me was the ink-stained callus on the schoolgirl's finger. In those pre-computer days, the mark of a writer. I had one too – for years!
DeleteExcellent article. Excellent poem. I really liked the poem you shared as well as Nu-Plastic Fanfare Red. What a sad loss for the Australian poetry community. I am glad that she was active in poetry most of her life. An example for sure!
ReplyDeleteEveryone is pretty devastated, really. She seemed like a force of nature, who would always be there.
DeleteSo sad that Australia has lost such a talented poet, but she was prolific and leaves quite a collection of work. Thank you for this article Rosemary. I enjoyed reading the poem and learning about Judith Rodriguez. How nice that you were personally acquainted with her.
ReplyDeleteYes, she won't be forgotten! She has earned a permanent place among the most loved and respected Australian poets.
DeleteA fascinating share, Rosemary … such a special gift to have had the opportunity to become so acquainted with this wonderful poet's life and work. Some incredible lines in 'Five poems on memory'- several of them resonating - so vibrantly - with my poetic muse … I agree, 'the schoolgirl with her stained finger callus': particularly indelible. Thanks for this, Rosemary.
ReplyDeleteShe and I both belonged to that generation of Australian poets who took poetry 'off the page' and into public spaces, insisted on payment for publication and performances, etc. We all worked very closely together for some years and got to know each other at least by name and reputation, often in person.Judith and I were both in Melbourne then, and had mutual friends and colleagues. In more recent years, we sometimes chatted on facebook.
DeleteThanks for the introduction to this wonderful poet, Rosemary. Love this poem and particularly Nu-Plastik Fanfare Red. Words seem to be throbbing. And wow so fascinating to know that you personally knew her. Her sad demise is a great loss to Australian poetic community indeed.
ReplyDeleteShe was one of the most vibrantly alive people I've known.
DeleteWow! I wish I had written this--the "Russian Doll" image of how memories layer is dear to me, and she articulates it so well! Every detail here is dear--the way a dog reads its landmarks, the flash of St. Elmo's fire, running to catch up to and hug myself. I now will seek out more of her poems. Such a loss--and such a gift she has given!
ReplyDeleteI'm very glad to have acquainted you with her poetry.
Delete"the oldest me, in the dark
ReplyDeletelike a wooden babushka.)"
This image of layers of self is intriguing
A very interesting exposition on this fine Australian poetess. First time reading of her.
Much love...
Hopefully not the last, as there is much more of her work to explore.
DeleteThank you Rosemary: a fitting tribute to a great poet.
ReplyDeleteThank you! Really there is even more I could have said – but one must stop somewhere. The poetry will live.
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